Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Fun dumb.

I want to do some fun things for my characters, and this is the best way to sum up their personalities and add to being able to write them like people!  www.16personalities.com is what I used, with an alright test and some good stuff on the personalities (in case you wanted to do it, or know more!)

Geo:  ENFP
Idealist, focuses on the connections with people.
Strengths: Curious, optimistic, Energetic, excellent communicator, relaxed.
Weaknesses: No practical skills, Can’t focus, overthinks things, too emotional, Stressed easily, highly emotional, independent to a fault.

Kiko: ISFJ
Best of tradition and the want to do good, feel guilty about taking credit in team efforts, connects with people very well, though naturally introverted.
Strengths: Supportive, reliable and patient, Imaginative and observant, enthusiastic, loyal and hardworking, while being practical.
Weaknesses: Humble and shy, take things personally, Repress their feelings, Overload themselves, reluctant to change, too altruistic.

Kaz: ENTP
Ultimate Devil’s Advocate, Thriving on shredding arguments and seeing the ribbons float in the wind.
Strengths: Knowledgeable, Quick Thinker, Original, Excellent Brainstormer, Charismatic, Energetic.
Weaknesses: Very argumentative, Insensitive, Intolerant, Find it difficult to focus, Dislike practical matters.

Cyril: ENFP
See Geo? That’s actually pretty accurate, actually. Not surprised it turned out like this!

Sullivan: INTJ ‘The Mastermind’
The Bookworm, live life as contradictions: ‘Starry eyed idealist vs cynic’ because they are very rational.
Strengths: Quick, imaginative, and strategic mind. High self-confidence, independent and decisive, Hardworking, open minded, Jack-of-all Trades,
Weaknesses: Arrogant, judgmental, overly analytical, loathe highly structured environments, clueless in romance.


Fun fact: I have the most letters in common with Sullivan! 

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Family Problems

Kaz flicked the end of his cigarette out, staring at his hands. Whose hands were they? What was he doing? The girl had contacted him first. Kiko. He had tried rolling Date around in his mouth, but both it and Kiko felt strange. Daughter, was just as foreign, he decided, trying it in the languages he knew. None of them expressed how he really felt. Awful? Tired? Sorry that he had been tracked and found out? Probably all of the above.

She stood a head taller than most of the other people in the crowded streets. She walked with a small hesitation in her step, her eyes locked onto Kaz. She had her mother’s eyes, he dimly realized, flicking his cigarette away. But she was paler than her family. The focused, almost hunting look on her face reminded Kaz of himself. He wished she didn't remind him of that as she stopped a few feet from him, staring at his face.

“So. It was between you and someone else, but you’re winning by a large margin. Mostly because there are actual records of you existing as an adult when I was born.” The young woman sighed, staring at the man. “I've always wondered about it, how was I going to confront you? How would you react? But now I've done it, I feel a little… Spent. Does that make any sense at all?”

“Yeah. I think it does.” He threw the cigarette to the side. After so long of what he assumed was depression, he felt a familiar tingling in his bones. Something strong was in front of him. She was on the cusp of adulthood, but he could feel it radiating off of her, just like he could with his son. He wondered if she felt the same thing.

“So, are you? Are you my father?"

“Did no one tell you that you lack tact? Aren’t we supposed to discuss this sort of thing over dinner or something?” Kaz grinned as he spoke.

“It’s a simple question! I’d prefer to not beat around the bush with this stuff. If you are, maybe THEN we can have whatever dumb shit you want.”

“Yeah. You are. You’re definitely my daughter. I pegged it on you as soon as I saw you for the first time. I heard you survived in the 12 Dimensions for nearly two years. I don’t think your brother could have done that at his age. Then again, he was always full of surprises…”

“I got some questions then! Don’t go talking like it’s all okay, because it’s NOT.” She snarled. “Where the hell have you been? Or did you not even know I existed until I came for you?”

“Didn’t know you existed. I remember your mom, she swore up and down that there was no chance of a kid. So either something took that as a challenge or she was lying to me. I didn’t think you existed until you appeared at the academy, and even then? I wasn’t sure. But now, I’m positive.”

Kiko looked the ogre up and down, then nodded, seemingly satisfied. “So, I knew my mom had some weird things and for a little while, I thought I was a mutation, like a shark to her mermaid. But now I know it’s your stupid genetics. Thanks.”

“You’re welcome kid.” God, he wanted to test her, to fight her. Only someone who could put up a good enough fight would have the right to call herself his daughter. He paused, grabbing the box at his feet. ‘Hey, uh. Since I knew what the outcome was going to be, here. I got you a gift.”

The girl’s frown deepened, but she opened it, the frown slowly disappearing. The D-pad inside looked like one she had made on a website, with the way it all looked like a serpent’s tail, the scales…

“Everyone said you were a bum! How the hell are you even affording this shit? How did you even know?”

“Public wish lists have made gift giving very very easy.” The older man grinned sardonically, then waved his hand. “Look, it’s yours. If you want to hang out and do things and try and connect, great. If you’re not comfortable with that? That’s also fine, I don’t want to force it.”

“…Give me a few days. Maybe this weekend. It’s a big commitment if I’m going to skip classes to come to Domino or miss out on precious homework time.” She crossed her arms, trying to not look delighted with the small gift. The man in front of her seemed uncomfortable now, his red-brown eyes now cast towards the ground.

“So, I have a brother too?”

“Yeah. Geo Briar? He’s the guy who runs the Flamvell bar and Grill. He and his fiancé met doing their hero work at the academy.”

"So he’s strong? Is he as strong as you?” Kiko leaned forward, feeling the smile creeping across her face. “I don’t want to fight YOU yet, but I think I wouldn’t mind testing HIM out.”

“Hard to say. He used to be on par with some of the big wig kids, but I think he stopped doing hero work. Don’t know if the flame with him went out or if it’s just cooled.”

She didn’t need to hear anything else as she turned around.  Kiko had marked the bar when she first came back, but for different reasons. What did Suguru even see in that idiot? “We’ll do dinner this weekend father. Maybe even a duel! I’d love to catch up.”

“Hoo boy. Alright. Don’t hurt anyone, kid. Or get hurt yourself.”
*                               *
Geo Briar had almost everything set-up. Orders had gone in, they would fare well with Kurochi at the helm for a month. Or a month and a half, he mused. Two months of just he and Suguru, with no wacky supernatural happenings, no worrying about his restaurant. Sight-seeing, having fun… And then the door swung open fifteen minutes before they were going to open.

“I heard you were some kind of bad ass, Briar!” The young woman at the door shouted, her face in a snarl. “I heard you kicked ass at the academy.” Oh. It was the girl who was probably his sister. Definitely his sister, with the face she was making. It reminded him of his father, if he got carried away.

“I guess.” He shrugged. “It’s not like I do it much anymore. There’s no big things. At this point, I think it’s all of our pasts coming back to haunt us. And that? I can deal with. I didn’t leave any unfinished business.” He grinned at her.

“Well. I demand a duel, brother!”

“I’m about to open.” He was nonplussed by the reveal she clearly thought would hit harder. “Actually tell you what, I can open late one day.”

“Sweet!”

The open air parking lot was a little chilly, and Geo cursed himself for leaving his suit jacket inside. The girl didn’t seem to be very bothered.

 “So, no limiters? Full force attacks? Or can you even take it?”

“Fine by me.” Something in his blood boiled now as he looked at her. This girl thought it was cute to crash into his bar, probably even thought she’d prove something to Suguru by beating him. It stopped here.


Geo was sent flying by the dual assault of the two massive sea serpents, his shirt torn and his pants tattered. He groaned from his position and sat up, laughing in spite of himself.

Kiko tapped on her pad, grinning. “Looks like you can still open in time.” She gave a small wave as she walked off, leaving her brother on the ground.

“I’ll take a rematch soon, sis!”


“Anytime you want your ass kicked, Briar come see me. I'll be happy to trounce you again and again."

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Prequels and Aubades

Prequels and Aubades 2??

Geo polished one of the last glasses of the evening, musing over his reflection in it. Maybe he should cut the stupid beard off. Lose the hat. Cut his hair. He looked a little too much like his dad, now that the fucker had resurfaced. It was pretty uncanny, he had to admit, but didn’t serve his esteem too well. He was going to be married in about a month, maybe he shouldn’t look like the person who had poisoned the idea of this for so long for him.

His reverie was broken by the sound of the door opening. He had sent Kurochi home early, leaving just him and Spike, wherever the little guy had run off to. Expecting some regular or another to have staggered into his bar super late without any regard for his hours, he reached for both the whisky and beer, preparing for both his father and Shian. Sometimes they were even there together.

“’Oly fuck ya look like a fuckin’ goofball with that shitty ‘at.”

Cyril grinned at him from the doorway, his hands up. Geo nearly dropped what he was holding, but reminded his hands how much they both cost as he put them back.
“I thought you were dead!”

“Yeah, I’ve been gettin’ that alot. Surprisin’ ‘ow I ain’t. Myself included. Shit, do ya know ‘ow much I’ve ‘ad ta tell people ‘oh I went on space fuckin’ adventures ta die.’ An’ then apologize? Be some fuckin’ sentimental bastard for a few seconds?”

"That sounds awful.” Geo rolled his eyes. “You want a drink, or we just chatting?”

“I’ll take a scotch. Cheapest shit ya got, I ain’t made o’ money.” Cyril sat at the bar, resting his elbows on it. “Shian was fuckin’ right. Ya cleaned the fuck up out of this place. Fancy food, fancy drinks.  Hell, ya fuckin’ even look like a bartender now.” The spirit laughed as Geo began to pour the scotch out, a little miffed he didn’t ask for the specialty stuff.

“So, you went off to… do what exactly?”

“Fight, y’know. Take on the numbers. Go out swingin’ ‘cause that’s the only way I know ‘ow ta be.” Cyril sniffed at the drink put in front of him. It had higher alcohol content than water, so he disguised his face as he sipped on it. “I really fucked the pooch on it, Geo. Izzy’s gone to fuck off nowhere, e’ryone was so fuckin’ worried, an’ all I got fer it was a good beatin’.”

“…Oh.” This was the last reaction he had expected out of Cyril. He expected threats or a fist fight over who got to be his best man, if he had even heard about that yet. Not an outpouring of emotions. He put his hand on his near double’s shoulder.

“Dude, it’s fine. Weird shit happens all the time here. You going off to fight isn’t even that surprising. I figured you had done SOMETHING like that, considering you needed shittons of energy because, let’s face it, you weren’t exactly in a stable state.”

“I ‘ppreciate the sentiment, but I ‘ad a video that was gonna play when I died. But I fuckin’ didn’t. Was gonna ‘splain all that shit, I didn’t want people to boohoo over me like I was some fuckin’ terminally ill patient. They shoulda thought ‘oh fuck that was an awesome brief time ‘e was with us, I’m glad he did what ‘e did.’”

“Like I said, it’s fine. I know we’ve been worried about you. Sanshi too, I bet. I can’t speak for Isabel, but you’ve been missed here.” Geo gave a small smile. “Look, I’ll make some arrangements, we can get you up in a hotel for you to stay in.”

“Onni already made those, but. Thanks. So, we, huh? Gross.” Cyril chuckled. “But for fuckin’ real, congrats. Ya two are fuckin’ perfect fer each other. Picture fuckin’ perfect high school sweet hearts.”

“That’s remarkably bitter, coming from you, Cyril. We can even go looking for Isabel, wherever she fucked off to.”

“That’s not fucking it. I can’t get your fiancé out of my fuckin’ ‘ead.” There. It was on the table now and Cyril couldn’t take it back, even as it felt like his stomach was bottoming out. He drained his drink. “I mean, I can’t get Izzy outa my head either, but that actually makes some fuckin’ SENSE.”

“I figured.” Geo said simply, starting to work on a larger, more elaborate drink. “It’s not painfully obvious, like with that girl who may be my half-sister, but it’s obvious for someone who knows you really well. And, for what it’s worth, probably my fault it’s welded to you like that. So, y’know. Sorry.” Some gin, a few drops of vermouth…

“’ow the fuck did you figure it?!”

“Look, we shared a body for more than a few months. Everything there is to know about me, you know. It went both ways, hot head. I just didn’t DO anything with it. Like, what use is knowledge about a dead kingdom going to be to a student? So it kinda. Got dumped? But like, you liked her. You had… Kinda dates with her.” As Geo spoke, he produced two chilled glasses from under the bar. “It ain’t a big deal. You tell her?”
                
“Fuck no. I’m pretty fuckin’ content bein’ yer friend, fer both of ya. Jus’ figured I’d tell ya. I ain’t plannin’ on actin’ on it or anything.” The prince watched as Geo poured the martini out. “Didn’t think ya ‘ad all this fuckin’ finesse in ya.”
                
“I mean, I figure if I’ve got enough control in my body to make pretty minute changes in my battle stances, I can easily just pour fancy drinks.” He laughed as he slid Cyril the drink and took a sip of his. “Thank you for telling me.”
                
“Ain’t nothin’ ta write home about. Jus’ thought ya should know that it’s ‘appenin’.” Cyril took a larger swig of his, letting out a small sigh. “Fuck, that’s good.”
                
“I know how to make things that taste good. If you’re hungry, I can go fire up the grill again. Also, I already got Onni as my best man, but if you want, you get to be part of my groomsman or something.”
                
“Yeah. Y’know what, I dun even gotta be yer best man. I’ll settle for fuckin’ that.”
                
“We’ve got a few weeks to get it together. Also, if you see my dad trying to get ANYTHING together for a ‘bachelor’s’ party? Stop it. Please.”
                
Cyril chuckled darkly, unsure if he’d put a stop to it or be the flames for the gasoline. Geo sighed and finished his drink off.
                
“It’s good to see you back Cyril. I’m glad you didn’t die, as much as you thought it needed to happen then.”
                
“Yeah, well. I guess I’m pretty fuckin’ glad I didn’t get recycled into the beyond or whatever the fuck ‘appens ta us spirits. Good news too. I’m pretty fuckin’ stable since my people found an’ fixed me. Ain’t ever gonna need yer or yer dad’s body.”
               
“Good to know. So is it our freaky blood that would allow you to bond with us? I’m really curious. Does that mean we’re distant relatives? I seem to remember some human girl in those memories… She was pretty fuckin’ bestial too. …Holy fuck if you’re some sorta Gilgamesh was she an Endiku?!”
                
Cyril turned a shade of crimson and polished off his drink. He was surprised that Geo even knew those words.
               
“So, it’s, ah. Gettin’ fuckin’ late. It’s been a fuckin’ long ass day an’ I’m gonna welcome a shower an’ a normal fuckin’ bed. Good seein’ ya Geo. Glad ya grew up ta be some sorta respectable guy.” Cyril left his glasses  there as he moved out of the bar, leaving Geo to laugh and shake his head at the retreating form. 

Monday, October 13, 2014

oh god why

Loose Ends

The large man pushed his way through New York, retracing steps that he had walked over two decades ago. His hair was long and wild, kept out of his eyes with a headband, skin tanned by years of labor outside. He looked uncomfortable in his buttoned up shirt and slacks, hands constantly adjusting the collar, when they weren't lighting or holding a cigarette.

Nearly a pack in and it was barely noon. Ivan Briar, sometimes Kyle, sometimes Kazuo, wondered what he was doing with his life as he approached the street café, smoke billowing from his nose. A sign read ‘no smoking’ but he cared very little for it as he pushed through the line, to look at the woman who was watching the poor young man make an espresso shot.

She was just as beautiful as she had been years ago, when he had asked her to marry him as soon as they had found out she was pregnant. Before they had moved to Japan for his ‘work.’ Her crimson hair was up in a bun and she stared at him with an expression of rage over her glasses. Nina’s mouth opened and she just pointed to the patio.

Kaz walked with slightly less swagger than he was used to as he headed to the outdoor area and took a seat in a chair that was slightly too small for him. Nina closed the door behind her and sat down, her face belaying her absolute rage at Kaz despite her controlled motions.

"What the fuck are you doing here you worthless lying cheating abusive fuck?”

Ouch. Straight to the point it was then.

“Our son is getting married. I got him the money to do so, but he wants you there before he confirms for anything. You’re not responding to his phone calls, you’re not responding to anything he’s sending you, and he’s too busy with the business YOU left to him to come and do this.”

“Oh, so you thought it’d be fucking okay for YOU to come, AFTER this was announced? I’m not going there just to see you at a happy day. I’m afraid I’d shoot you again and you wouldn’t make it through this fucking time. Elephant bullets, maybe engraved with some magical chant to kill arrogant pricks.”

Kaz thought better of calling her on the bluff, or if the attempt would kill him. He had proven himself stubbornly resilient time and time again, even when he had scraped the bottom of the barrel and would’ve welcomed a release into the afterlife, wherever he was destined. But if someone could kill him, he had no doubt it’d be Nina.

“I did think it was okay. I’m fucking sorry, alright? I was a shitty husband, a lousy dad, and I don’t blame you for taking the pistol to me.” He unconsciously ran a hand down his shoulder and his stomach. “But Geo doesn’t deserve to pay for what I did to you. I do.”

“Then don’t come.” Nina grinned now, pulling out her own pack of cigarettes. “If you’re so fucking dead set on redemption and seeing that our son is happy, I’ll believe you if you don’t come. Don’t show your fucking grinning mug anywhere near there with your slut of the week and I’ll MAYBE forgive you. If you promise me that, I’ll RSVP to my son’s wedding. And, you can’t tell anyone why. Promise me all of this on your honor as a warrior, on the last bit of goodness your black heart may have left, and I’ll get my tickets. Even send you a confirmation.”

He felt his heart stop. All of the work he had put into the last few years of trying to reconnect with his son. The hate had cooled after a little while, and they were getting along. He’d even paid off his massive tab. Once they even hugged, after Geo had started to see how serious he was about trying to be a good person.

“A few good deeds can’t make up for a lifetime of wickedness then. I accept, Nina. I’ll keep my fucking hands out of the whole thing, alright?”

“Good. Now get out of here before I call the fucking cops.”

The ogre nodded as he climbed over the fence around the patio and landed back onto the sidewalk. His stomach was in knots and he felt like throwing up. His hands shook as he tried to light another cigarette, failing quite a few times. Just a sip, he told himself as he unscrewed his flask, taking a gigantic gulp, letting the whisky burn down his throat.

He wasn’t sure if he was happy with this decision. It was what was best for his son, he was sure. Nothing could make up what he had done, so he hoped it was in the right direction and that someone, somewhere, would listen to him if he needed to tell someone, promise to Nina be damned. 

By the time he had arrived at his shitty hotel, he had taken down all three of the flasks in his pockets and felt even more sorry for himself than he had in years.

“There goes the legendary warrior, Ivan, nothing more than a fucking drunk.” He said to no one in particular, besides maybe the brotherhood of the fire fist spirits that sometimes congregated around him. For the first time in a long time, he felt like crying.

Ivan Briar, or Kyle, or Kazuo, whatever the name he was going by that year, imagined a woman who he hadn’t knocked around, lied to, or just slept with and left gently rubbing his shoulders as he laid in a drunken stupor, staring at the awful painting on the wall. She told him that everything was going to be alright and that he was doing things the right way as he felt his eyes dampen, the hands on his back relaxing knotted muscles and relieving tension.

“I love you,” he slurred to the imaginary woman, his last coherent thought before he felt a hot wetness on his cheeks and the stress and alcohol begin to claim him as he faded into unconsciousness.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

                Old legends spoke of a time when the gods fought the rulers of the world of the fae, the Eldest, for possession of Othrombar. That the gods had not truly won, merely separated the ‘first world’ ontop of parts of it and had quickly fallen to squabbling amongst themselves once again, only uniting to imprison Rovagug under the earth. Some only united to advance the cause of good or the vast empires that were now ruined by wars.
                These were the songs that the oracle sung as Arcturus joined with the two ‘sacred whores’ he had paid for. He didn’t speak anything but a smattering of celestial as she sang, the nubile young man and woman having helped his mind calm down. Focus more. He hated magic if he was fighting against it. But on his side? Arcturus wanted to buy that warforged a drink. He was sure that without him or those bestial fighters, he’d have died in that forsaken place.
                He was buttoning his trousers up as he walked out of Calistria’s temple, his mind never having felt this great. His pockets were empty though. Hands shook as he tried to bring a glass of wine to bear but he could only think about the things that had stolen his friend’s voices. How they had all fallen trap to the daemons and the hag, whatever she was plotting.
                “Hello friend!” Came a far too bubbly voice that sat next to him. Jera leaned over the table and sniffed at the wine. “Strong stuff, eh?”
                “I’ve drank stronger.” He groaned and with a great effort, drained it in one go. “’course, that was what feels like a lifetime ago. Why the fuck did I live, Jera? Why didn’t Janice make it out? She was a good woman. Why did they take Woods?” He whimpered, remembering the thing that they had never encountered their second run through, the thing as big as the trox, face like a horrifying fish. That he swore had reached in and pulled the soul right out of Janice, and then blocked the entrance out of the building.
                That the things from upstairs had attacked them as the two of them panicked, the hallucinations from the ghost thing he had carved through had slowly driven him mad until he posted himself in a corner of a room and waited for the end, but the daemons had only crippled him and waited for him to bleed out after what had felt like an eternity.
                “Because the world is cold and cruel.” Jera said simply, ordering two more glasses of wine. “They did not deserve their fate, but you lived. The recovery team can’t find their bodies, Arcturus. Without them, we cannot raise them. Assuming the daemons didn’t consume their soul stuff already.”
                “I know.” Arcturus croaked. “I was afraid of it.” He took the wine and didn’t bother to look at what Jera had ordered, only knowing that his hands had started to steady. His teacher had once told him that his body and mind had to be steel to wield a blade perfectly. He was afraid he wasn’t tough enough now.
                “How do you feel about ruins that are slowly sinking into Dashmana’s Lake?”
                “How about you fuck yourself?” Arcturus slowly stood up. “I don’t think I could handle another job right now.”
                “Understandable.” Jera rose with him. “You’ve been one of my closest friends, Arcturus. My father used to say that you were the best swordsman he had ever trained.”
                “Your father was a liar.” He took a mug of dwarven ale that was left on a table next to them and drained it. “A great swordsman, but a liar.” Arcturus’ head was spinning as he started to push out of the bar, the ground swaying underneath him.
                “We have only the greatest admiration for you, Arcturus. You could’ve been something great.”
                That stung, but he didn’t care. Arcturus had already picked up another patron’s drink and had downed it as quickly as the others as he staggered out of the bar and nearly fell over into the mud outside. He felt hands around his arm as someone threw it over his neck.
                “I never even got to tell those fucking new recruits thank you for saving my ass, Jera. Or that Woods was the sexiest man I had ever worked with.” He felt his stomach lurch from the giant influx of alcohol, but managed to not add throwing up to the various indignities he had suffered.
                Arcturus slept then. He dreamt of his father, a grizzled old man who could have easily been his grandfather, swept up in some current of something he wasn’t old enough to understand when he disappeared and left him to Allimar’s sword academy. He dreamt of Woods tenderly kissing the scars on his arms, of Janice’s strong arms, their faces superimposed on the whores he had bought.
                The face of Jera’s father told him that his mind had to be as sharp as the blade he wielded. His body had to be as limber as the steel at his side. Then the old man rotted before his eyes and left the blade in his care, as well as his school
                How long he dreamed, he didn’t know. But he had a headache so fierce he was sure a dragon was going to come scrabbling out of his skull and devour him whole.
                “Fuck.” He muttered, wondering at the Lodge symbol on the wall. The warrior half walked, half stumbled to the chamber pot where he voided himself from every orifice he thought possible, and then continued his same slow walk to Jera’s office, who looked up from his paperwork.
                “Don’t get those guys killed. Even the little fucking jotnar. They’re decent enough to have saved my hide. Even though I didn’t deserve it.”
                “Maybe you’ve got another chance, friend. Your goddess is quite fickle, isn’t she? Maybe she preserved you in your darkest times.”
                “Mm.” He grabbed the blade that was leaning at the edge of the desk. “…Thank you.”
                “My father would have done the same.”
                “Wonder if my father would have drank like a fish too.” He laughed, but Jera only half-smiled. “I think I’m looking for a change of pace, Jera. We signed on for excitement in strange places, but all I’ve done is do the watch’s job for ‘em and kill men and women who I don’t think deserved it.”
                “I’ll look into it.” Jera’s grin had returned as he began to go back to his paperwork.
                “Is the practice room still open?” He said, only getting a nod from Jera in return. Arcturus left the room, body still feeling sluggish as he opened a locked door with the palm sized coin. In the middle sat an empty suit of armor. It raised the empty helm as he closed the door behind him.
                He slowly drew his blade as the suit grabbed a bastard sword next to it and stood up, and while his body felt sluggish, he could only grin.
*                                                                                             *                                                                                             *
                Nissa spun the gold pouch on one finger. It was more than she had hoped to gain from the last venture, especially into her past. She supposed she had done well for herself with the group. Everyone has an agenda, came the voice, unbidden in her head. So what was hers?
                She pondered on it as she trailed the swordsman they had rescued. Her and her ‘group.’ Fellowship? Fair weather friends, she decided, as she trailed the man to the bar, then to temple of Calistria. She wrote her findings into a scrap of paper, pressed it into a street urchin’s hand, and gave him directions to Jera. Nissa didn’t have much better to do, but didn’t feel like speaking with the sorcerer again.
                Her flat wasn’t much. On the seedier part of town, where she had been employed until the lodge had come to her with a better offer, a better life than a thief. She snorted as she thought of the wide-eyed girl who had accepted, even accepted an experiment to turn her into something better. They called it an ‘Elan’ whatever that meant.
                What it entailed was ripping her out of her body and putting her into one that was naturally psionic. She had lost much and gained a body that didn’t tire unless she wanted it to, a natural magical body, and entrance to a society she wanted no part in.
                The booby traps that guarded her flat didn’t activate as she walked through them. Her reflection stared back at her, a tattoo across her face that had never been there when she was human. She gave herself the best smile she could before unlocking the mirror, throwing the pouch of coins into a vault, closing it, and frowning at the face staring back at her.
                Dye was enough to cover the red hair that they had ‘gifted’ her with. She paid for a sandy blonde she had in the time before. She sighed, rubbing at her skin, wishing that the tattoos would go away. That the Elan council would stop sending her messages. But wishing never filled up coffers. And all of the gold in the world wouldn’t make her human again.
                “Miss Nissa?” Came a voice from outside, beyond the range of her traps. “We’d like to thank you, on behalf of the orphanage.”
                She stuck her head out, to look a group of dirty children with an old automata, stooped by age, and rust, hands offering a few silver coins.
                “Professor Cog…” She gulped as she saw her old caretaker, eyes whirring.
                “We looked at what we could spare, and it’s this. I know it’s not much to a woman who’s in the Lodge now, but this is our gratitude.” His face whirred as he tried to smile, but she assumed he couldn’t even pay for the maintenance to get that fixed. He had been her caretaker nearly a decade ago, and his eyes had the same amount of kindness. She smiled, held up a hand and disappeared back into her room. Behind her mirror safe, she took half of the gold Jera had paid her.
                Patterns could be broken. She had seen to that. It was one she was good at. Maybe she could break her own pattern of greed and that of the constantly down on its luck orphanage. Gold could never bring back who she was. That wasn’t something she could ever break.
                “This is… This is too much. You helped us. By most people you…”
                “It’s a gift. For keeping me from…  Well, whatever you kept me from.”

                Patterns can shift over time. People are just a collection of patterns that can be broken or changed given the right nudge, weren’t they? Nissa hoped she could do something like that. 

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Songs of the Eclipse

                Tyrus was unsure of how long he had been falling. He had been falling long enough that the pain in his neck had stopped. Falling long enough that he knew he had to have died, finally. The Hellknight commander, Grand Lictor of an entire continent, had died at the hands of a batch of adventuring lunatics.
                A cruel smile crossed his face when he thought of the damage he had inflicted on the other man, the only one who could stand toe-to-toe with him. He was sure he dragged the orkish boy out of the mortal coil as well. He considered the ruby rod in his hand, the billowing black cape. The regalia of Asmodeus; it had served him better than the emperor, at least.
                It had been an eternity, a blink of an eye, not long enough since then. Tyrus had no illusions of where his soul was going. It was destined for the pit. He had briefly entertained the idea of going to Caceri, Gehenna or possibly Archeron, but the smell of sulfur soon filled his soul’s nostrils and he stopped falling in what he knew was his final destination.
                The throne room was vast, extending into darkness beyond Tyrus’ vision. He had fallen in a kneeling position before a throne that also extended into the darkness, vast beyond the scale of his eyes. The man who sat on the throne, however, was only the size of an ogre. His red skin practically glowed in the dark as did his almost flaming eyes.
                “My lord.” Tyrus said, already starting to weigh his options. There was a tingling at the back of his head, like someone was trying to reach him with telepathy. He ignored it and kept staring straight ahead.
                “Don’t ‘my lord’ me,” boomed the man on the throne. His voice was brimstone and malice, his mere presence struck a chord with Tyrus’ shell. Was this fear? “You turned your back on the Baatezu and I the second you took the regalia from the emperor. Who benefitted from that betrayal? Tyrus did.”
                “The band of rebels killed the Black Emperor, I picked up where he had left off.”
                “You brought them back to their full strength.”
                “I would not wish to crush them after they had been wounded.” Tyrus said simply, rising from the kneeling position Asmodeus had forced him in. “It would not have been a just end to their story. And then, what would I do? I am suited to lead a band of warriors, not a country.”
                Asmodeus gestured, pulling the ruby rod into his hand as well as the black cloak of office Tyrus had donned. The cobalt armor felt more comfortable, even though Tyrus knew that it was a projection of his soul stuff.
                “And yet, you failed. The Empire is crumbling even as we sit here. I cannot interfere anymore, and my hold on the flow of souls from that plane wanes. Do you understand the consequences of your actions, Tyrus?”
                “Your emperor fell first. Your hold was already gone, ‘my lord.’ I was cleaning up the mess that he left. And I did. The rebel leaders are dead. The adventurers that were the head of their army had their bodies broken by your rod. I dragged them all out of life before I died.”
                The darkness seemed to laugh with Asmodeus as he rose, brandishing his rod to the side as he strode towards Tyrus. “Do you know why I brought you here, to my palace in Nessus?”
                “I assume it’s to teach me a lesson about failure before you inevitably twist my soul into the shape of a Lemure.” The entire idea sounded extremely unpleasant to Tyrus. Waiting centuries to maybe even become an Imp sounded grueling. A fate that was his death, he mused.
                “No, no. It’s to offer you a second chance.” Asmodeus took a fighting stance, holding the massive red rod in one hand. “If you can best me in single combat, I’ll restore you to life.”
                There was the itching again, bringing with it images of a mass of fallen angels descending into hell. A race of spiked monsters fought against them. Asmodeus was at the head of the fallen divine host, doing single combat with…
                “So, to teach me a lesson.” Tyrus said blankly, pulling himself into a fighting stance. Brawling was never his strongest suit, but he was going to be damned if he gave up here. Literally.
                There was only a cruel smile in answer as the first blow from Asmodeus came lightning quick, shattering his breastplate. It knocked him back into the darkness. It hurt all over, probably due to the fact that his body was merely a projection of his will. And Asmodeus was going to break it.
                “Tyrus Darkson, I am going to make sure that you suffer as almost no mortal has. And then, maybe, if you’re still coherent enough to continue opposing me, I’ll have you entombed in Caceri. Nerull still owes me a favor…”
                The next blow felt like it shattered his arms, his legs, and the armor that was on them. He was left standing naked in front of one of the most powerful beings in the multiverse. But Tyrus was steel. He was unbreakable. Even without the armor, he was still the most dangerous man in the last century.
                An overhead swing was too telegraphed, too much reveling in the pain he was going to inflict. Without the armor weighing him down, Tyrus took a step to the side and landed an uppercut into the King of Devil’s chin, knocking his head back. Opportunity arose. Faster than he thought he could move, Tyrus landed several sucker punches in what would be vital organs on a mortal man. Unfortunately, Asmodeus was no mortal man and backhanded him back to the ground.
                “Impressive. I hardly thought that you would be able to touch me, let alone have the blows sting.”
                Images came again as he stared up into the darkness above him. The spiked beings trapped in endless flows of ice. They were calling out, screaming about the injustice of having their homeland taken from them. Someone must carry their cause against the fallen rebels, who forged their home into a plane to fight against their old foes.
                There was a woman, strangely beautiful despite the horns growing from her head. Her breath smelt of flowers and steamed in front of her. “Tyrus Oncedead, my knight. My champion.” She was tracing her hands across the scars on his face, stopping at the one across his neck. “Your heart must beat again. Your story does not end here, Hellbreaker. It must not.”
                He rolled out of the way of the next blow, watched as it splinted the obsidian. And in knowing her voice, he felt a surge of power come from the plane outside of the palace, from the imprisoned creatures in the ice, from those who had fallen and were now forced to follow the Baatezu’s line of evolution, if they even managed to be born from souls in the first place.
                Her hands were comforting. Sensations slowly began to rush back into his body, the first of which being the feel of blood coursing through his veins. A familiar ‘thumpthump’ was in his chest once again. Tyrus felt his mouth split into a grin again, as he took a deep breath. And Hell breathed with him.
                Adamantine was one of the materials Tyrus always wanted. One of the few things he knew was just outside of his grasp. He felt the clothes on his skin first, bare minimums, barely what he was used to. But that was fine. Most of his imagination was going to the black armor that was wrapping around him, the designs, not of the order of the rack that he once belonged to, but one his plane had not seen for many centuries.
                Tyrus stared at the now contemplative Asmodeus.
                “I see… So this was their plan all along. Come now, Tyrus, Baator’s champion. It seems I cannot pull my punches against you anymore.”
                Run, demanded one of the voices in the back of his head. You’re no good to justice, us, or yourself if you die here at the traitor’s hands.
                Normally, Tyrus would have heeded the words of his ‘masters.’ But Asmodeus should be made to pay. With a deft motion, he slammed his shoulder into the greatest devil’s chest, making a satisfying thunk as he pushed him to the ground.
                His eyes could now pick up the litter around the throne room. He thanked the hellknight plate for the minor magics involved in it, and thanked that Asmodeus was so arrogant he kept the corpses of dead adventurers in his throne room. Quicker than he was used to moving, Tyrus kicked a shield into his hand, just in time for it to block the ruby rod’s next attack. He shoved Asmodeus backwards, in time for him to also scoop up a wickedly hooked axe. Gladiatorial weapons? Here?
                It didn’t matter. Nothing mattered. Tyrus thrived in combat, where his body responded to stimulus the best. He likened it to how the women of his realm loved dancing; a fight was just better. Asmodeus seemed a little out of practice with physical combat. He was slow and sloppy, leaving an opening where Tyrus plunged the head of his axe into the flesh where a heart would be.
                The king of the Baatezu let out a small gasp of pain as Tyrus kicked him from the axe head, letting him fall onto the floor. He turned away, chuckling to himself. The bastard would regenerate, but Tyrus planned on being long gone by the time Asmodeus could stand.
                Black blood poured from the axe wound. Asmodeus could only laugh to himself as he watched Tyrus leave. Not the outcome he had been expecting, but he could work with it. The advantage he had over the imprisoned Baatorians was that he was whole, he was free. As the flesh knit itself together, he sent a mental demand to the other lords above. While he was powerless to step out of the ninth layer, (he cursed his sister-wife in this), there were still eight more layers of hell above Tyrus. The other lords had an incentive.
               
*                                                                                             *                                                                                             *
                Laegel watched the man who could fell Arch-Devils (at least temporarily) with a mixture of fear and attraction. She wished there was a word in Planar Trade, Elven, or even Abyssal for it, as it was a large part of what she felt a good chunk of her life. The closest was Kaleshtar in Draconic.
                The vision faded as he began to ascend up glacial steps, an army of ice devils and asura walking down to meet him. One of the voices in her head likened him to the ancient heroes, the ones who became gods after their ascension from the afterlife. She was not sure if he was to be a god, her seer sight refused to work on him.
                “Laegel?” asked a voice, booming from what sounded like a well.
                “Yes?” She said, turning to look at the source. She couldn’t see him, but knew exactly what he looked like: A handsome suit of armor.
                “What did you see?”
                “The same man again. This time, he was dead, but pulled himself from the grave instead of dying. He’s… Terrifying. Mr. Anselm, are you sure that this is who we must work with? I know your story and his are similar, but…”
                “You know even better than I do, Laegel. Tyrus and I must keep the rising darkness from swallowing Sigil, from swallowing the rest of the planes. The Oinodaemon, the Old Gods, Graz’zt, Tenebrous, just… Shit. We have a lot on our plate as the Ruiners of Kings, eh?”
                They shared a laugh.
                “He and I must form our bands, we must be destroyed by those who offer no true loyalty, and we must wither away from the stage of the planes, and watch from the void as everything begins to fall into entropy. In his throne of lies, the maimed lord awaits, doesn’t he?”
                Silence. She was beginning to realize that this wasn’t what she thought it was. Only a possible conversation with Anselm. She felt herself begin to start the outpouring of feelings for him, but as soon as she opened her mouth the armor began to crumple into dust.
                The dust formed into a skull, the sockets glowing a baleful purple.
                You cannot love, Laegel Center-of-All. Planeswalker. You are cursed, and all that you touch is cursed. Your involvement with the Helmed God will end up only breaking him. The mercenaries you hire will only bring his death and you closer to your ultimate destiny.
                Now the skull was a vile black skinned man, his eyes burning pits of fire. He smiled at her and Laegel felt her entire body start to seize.
                “Oh, my little princess. There’s so much going on in your head that you’ve lost track of your dear husband.”
                “You’re not my husband, Graz’zt.” Laegel said, feeling her body outside of the vision begin to seize and froth. “You’ll never be my husband, you’ll never be more than the outsider who is fueling my visions with this planar alignment.”
                “Oh, I’m hurt. In your previous incarnation Center-of-All, you loved me dearly. I was one of the only ones who spoke with you. And Levistus. Aren’t the lower planes full of such niceties?”
                “Unity of Rings speaks to me when the upper planes are aligned. Bahumat occasionally sees me. So, it is not merely indifference on the upper planes, because they see me as an individual, not a pawn to be used.”
                Graz’zt scoffed.
                “Please, don’t get so self-righteous. You’ll make my projection here sick.” He smiled. “But isn’t it hard? To function among sell-swords while your mind is literally in a thousand places at once? I bet they just LOVE you. Their companion who is clearly too insane to function, all unaware of you.”
                She had to admit that it WAS nice to be able to focus in a conversation, even if it was with her demonic ‘patron.’
                “My, is that a bit of pent up resentment. I can feel it washing over me in waves and waves, Laegel. That’s what I like about you. You’re pent up. Someone just needs to reach out and… Touch you.” He ran a hand down her back, causing her to involuntarily shiver. “Break out all of those inhibitions, Laegel. The chaos and the darkness shall drown you too.”
                “I only need Anselm. He… He PROMISED me that he would come around. He said that he needed to think on it.”
                “Oh, little bird. A promise means nothing to a man like him.”
                “It’s funny you say bird. A great warrior crow will come from a distant land, be Anselm’s best chance of weathering the storm brought about by the sons of chaos, and will be how we… Consummate our relationship.”
                “In one outcome among many! I am getting tired of your drivel, Laegel. You can’t always just work for the outcomes that you want. The problem with being a seer is that you’ll always see things you don’t want to see.”
                “And I also have the power to make things happen that I want to happen. Meeting Anselm. Fighting the Natterer. These are all things that have to happen for the planes to turn in the way Anselm and I need it to.”
                “And for the way Vecna needs it to.” The Demon Prince spat at the mention of Vecna. “If he succeeds, I’m not going to say that we’re all going to die. That’s a little melodramatic, even for me. But the planes are going to stop being as fun as they are. If he makes it out, well… I saw him in his prime. You saw him in your visions. We both know his day must not come to pass, my wife.”
                “That doesn’t mean I have to work with you.”
                “Oh, I know who you’re willing to work with, my little song bird.” Graz’zt said, leaning forward. “I know that I’m not one of them. But that doesn’t mean you’re not going to. Much of the people working for me are not doing so… Willingly.”
                He reached for Laegel again, but the image was shifting again. Abyss was replaced by a scene she was already familiar with; Primus. He stared down at her, an almost sad look on his otherwise emotionless face.
                “It has been so long, Center of All.”
                She bowed, recognizing her Lawful Patron.
                “And it will never be again, Center of Cogs. For I have seen your death, and I fear it has already happened. I have seen your successor though, and he walks towards Sigil even now. Anselm and I will guide him to where he needs to be.”
                The vast being only nodded, its two eyes blurring together into one before Mechanus faded as well. She was kneeling before a ruined throne now. The Asura Lords stared down at her, each sharpening their weapons and staring at her.
                “She who heralds the end. Center of All, dancing with her her kings to the end of the planes.”
                “Anselm isn’t my king. Tyrus isn’t royalty, you’re all just the same madmen awaiting your ‘true king’ as you were thousands of years ago when you first began to wait for him. There’s no coming, you always have your picks and your heirs to your throne, and they never come. To. Anything.”
                “This time may be different, our seer who does not see,” Said one blue-skinned woman. She was miles high with her eight arms dancing around her body. “Our candidates were… Hand-picked by a patron.”
                “Who? Who would possibly help you mad creatures?”
                One opened his mouth, but he was suddenly Anselm, shaking her out of the vision.
                “I’m sorry Laegel. But I just sensed the arrival of the first of our employees. Could you go out and meet the first of our Company?”
                “Oh, yeah! I can totally do that, Mr. Anselm.”
*                                                                                             *                                                                                             *
                Upwards. Ascending motion. Those were Tyrus’ mantras as he met the oncoming rush of Devils. He had heard the three laws of the planes. He had even heard a fourth law, (which broke the others) that stated few can stand against many if their conviction could hold strong. And all Tyrus had was conviction. Bristling spears of icy metal met against his shield and his armor.
                They broke first. Tyrus pushed his way through them, to the insectoid devils, breaking them open on his axe, on his shield, and on the metal spikes of his armor. Minutes after he had met them in battle, they broke off. He wasn’t going to stop, even as he climbed the massive ice flows that spiraled up to the next layer.
                Cania was frigid. It was colder than anything else Tyrus had felt in his days, even when he had been assigned to his plane’s south pole. The Baatorians were guiding him. They guided him past the vast regiment of Asura that were plotting war against some deity or another, guided him straight to the ice bridge that led to a portal on the other side.
                Unfortunately, there was a man in his way. He was draped in night and he brandished a ranseur at the Hellknight as he approached.
                “Asmodeus has told us you cannot pass, traitor.”
                “Traitor means much less here in hell. Haven’t you eight tried and tried to usurp Asmodeus at least twice in recent mortal memory?” Tyrus said while brushing the ice devil blood from his armor. Mephistopheles may bare his way, but he was going to let the arch-devil know he wasn’t to be trifled with.
                The Devil smiled slightly.
                “You’re smart. Handsome. Charismatic. Stronger than any mere human I’ve seen, and to boot, you have the ancient Baatorians on your side. You’ve heard them in their prisons here, in Cania. As have I. I have not actually accepted their cries of help, but you have.”
                “I didn’t really have a choice if I wanted to live. And I did.”
                The Arch-Devil nodded slowly, and then dropped his fighting stance. “Of course. Pass on, Tyrus Darkson.”
                Tyrus walked past him, but knew exactly how this was going to end. As Mephistopheles went to stab him in the back, Tyrus turned to knock his polearm from his grasp and sink the blade of his axe into the flesh just as the neck met the shoulder.
                “Nice try.”
                He brought his knee up into Mephistopheles’ gut and knocked him into the water below. He ran across the bridge as the water and ice suddenly began boiling as the Lord of the Eighth bellowed below him.
                Tyrus jumped through the portal, not caring to try and face the full wrath of a scorned demi-god.
                He rolled out onto a landscape he knew well. The first layer of Hell. The first sight was the wasted landscape, the cries of torture in the distance. The second was the massive devil in front of him. He was scaled, his mouth was massive, and the sobbing belt of angel heads at his waist marked him the lord of the first. Bel the angel slayer. Without looking, Tyrus knew the portal behind him was gone.
                “Traitor.” The fiend said simply.
                “Obstacle,” Tyrus replied.
                Bel produced a sword as big as Tyrus was and lowered his stance slightly into a fighting stance. “You won’t speak so brashly once I part your head from your body. Maybe I can even add it to my belt, after Lord Asmodeus speaks with you.”
                The Hellknight said nothing as he settled into his comfortable fighting stance. This was an all-out fight with an Arch-Devil. No fancy tricks, no taking him by surprise. He didn’t like his chances, regardless of how confident the power coursing through his veins made him. Bel was no mere ice devil army, or an overconfident moron like the others.
                Tyrus sunk into his stance just as the oversized blade hit his shield and drove him a few inches into the ground. He responded with a cut across Bel’s arm, but it didn’t seem to slow the fiend down at all as he continued his assault, cutting deep gashes in Tyrus’ armor. Some cut through thinner parts and cut at the tanned skin underneath.
                The dancing seemed to continue for hours. Every time Tyrus though he had gained an advantage Bel had regenerated or shown that he wasn’t quite as wounded as the warrior had thought. As much as he hated to admit it, he was tied with the Lord of the First, and he was losing ground. He wasn’t as inexhaustible as a Devil, nor did he have centuries of experience.
                “My knight!” Echoed a voice. The woman from the vision. Was she here?
                A wall of ice encased Bel to answer his internal question. It was followed by an explosion of pure force, knocking the devil onto his back.
                “You were taking too long, so I freed myself.” Came the dry voice. “A girl can’t wait forever, you know?”
                Bel slowly got back up, staring at empty air. “You had a sorceress traitor? Congratulations.” He gestured, which Tyrus knew was a spell. With a quick step, Tyrus was there as the devil started to cast. His axe bit into Bel’s neck this time, spinning him around and having him land on all fours as he tried to recover. The ground spawned shackles that wrapped around his wrists as he struggled free.
                Tyrus leapt onto the exposed back and put his foot against the base of his left wing. He wrapped his hands around the wing and put everything he had into the pull, ripping the wing from the socket. He discarded the wing, smiling cruelly. He moved to the other, ripping it out as well and leaving Bel screaming and writhing on the ground.
                “Hurts, doesn’t it?” Tyrus allowed himself a dark chuckle as he brought his axe down onto Bel’s exposed neck. The head went rolling across the ground, the tongue in Bel’s mouth lolling obscenely even as it tried to cling to life like a snake would.
                “And to who do I owe my life to?” He said, looking up to where the voice had been coming from and where Bel had looked before Tyrus had convinced him his attention would be better spent elsewhere.
                “You saw me, in a vision about a week ago. I thought Caceri was mocking me to show me a man who could save me. But I soon realized that it was an actual vision. There’s an Oracle somewhere out there who has tied us together, my knight. For good or for ill.”
                Tyrus sighed. He hated Oracles. He hated all of the talk of destiny and greater purposes. But as the woman dispelled her invisibility he couldn’t deny the face that had spurred him on in his fight against Asmodeus. She was beautifully proportioned, even though her head was horned. Her breath smelt of flowers and rot.

                “Mordren, at your service my knight.”

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Ahriman?


                He had died. That was something he was completely sure of. There was a difference between the feeling of the stone on his face and hands than a floor usually would have. Thoughts danced around his head, fleeting things that he couldn’t get a grip on. Besides the fact that he existed and that he was lying flat on a stone surface there was nothing sure.
                The man slowly stood up; assessing the room he was in. A stone floor and stone walls stared back at him, a cold grey in their uniformity. No door, but no ceiling, just an infinite gloom after what he thought was a few dozen feet. There were no light sources that he could find, so he surmised that somehow he was seeing despite that.
                That only added to his theory that somehow, in some way, he had died. His life wasn’t the only thing he had lost, there was also something important which was not coming into his head, something that could define him. A dictionary? No, that wasn’t right.
                It was a single word, he was sure of it. Instead of reflecting outward, at the room, he tried to reflect inwards at himself, but found that his thoughts were all raging at each other. His inner voices had mostly been calm, if he remembered correctly. But now, there were three or four of them, all separate, all trying to gain control of his head.
                So he sat in the middle of the cell, trying to deduce the word that was so very important to him. He wasn’t sure how long he sat there, for now settling on Prisoner to define him for the time being. It was true, he was in a prison.
                For the time being, sang one of the voices in his head. He ignored it, instead turning his attention back to the walls and the floor. They were utterly smooth and seamless, like it was hewn out of one piece of stone. Voices came in and out of his head like bad reception, making it hard to focus on keeping utterly still and utterly calm. They were making him itch.
                When the woman appeared, standing only a tiny distance from him, Prisoner wasn’t surprised. He considered her, all but one of the voices immediately going silent. He managed a smile that made his already gaunt feeling face become like a skull.
                “Hello, my wife.”
                And then, he woke up.